… And I’m just saying this again because we tend to focus on things that are
super-dooper…you know… distracting that would take us away from our own hea
lth.
我會再次提到這些,是因為我們(人們)都傾向專注於那些很令人分心(引人注目)的事,
以至於我們容易忽視我們自己的(心理)健康。
Just make sure that you guys are taking care of yourselves. Don’t go spending
half of your day, or even like your entire day, trying to dig for the truth o
r trying to defend the truth, or trying to like… I don’t know… kill the tru
th?(laugh). And like sacrifice… mu time(?). Sacrifice time that you can spend
with your family, time that you can appreciate your life.
最重要的是你們要照顧好你們自己。
不要花費一整天的時間嘗試挖出真相、
為真相發聲、或....掩埋真相?(笑)
並因此犧牲了你陪伴家人或享受自己人生的時間。
So that’s what I just wanted to say. And please… just like…Aloupeeps… I lo
ve you guys so much. And I know you guys… you know… full on support me.
這就是我想說的。還有拜託...Aloupeeps(Enna的粉絲名),我真的很愛你們。而且我知道
你們都...你知道的..非常地支持我。
I swear to god… I swear… at this point sometimes I’m like… I think even i
f I kill someone you guys will still support me which … you know… I apprecia
te it, and you shouldn’t do that.
我發誓(語助詞, 強調語氣),
在這個當下有時候我覺得我就算殺了一個人,
你們也還是會繼續支持我,
我很感謝你們(指無論如何都支持她這件事),
可是你們不應該這麼做。
(不論對錯無條件的支持她, ex.即使她殺了人)
But like… l’m just saying that like… you know… don’t waste your time tryi
ng to like… you know… quote on quote “diffusing” anything.
Or don’t waste your time being angry. And and and this is coming from someone
who is angry like… or has been angry most of her life.
但是...我是說...你知道的...不要浪費你的時間在...你知道的... “ 散佈 ” 任何事
。
也不要浪費時間一直處在生氣(憤世忌俗)的情緒中。
我是以一個...痾... “幾乎整個人生都在憤世忌俗情緒下度過的人”
的立場,來敘述這件事。
And in recent years and actually like last year or even this year…like… I’
ve really really learned that. And I’m actually still working on it. You know
…
like… I’m always working on like… myself, and I’m very aware of like… how
I am.
而且我是到近幾年...去年...甚至今年
才真正意識到這件事
(自己一直處在憤世忌俗的情緒中),
事實上我也還在努力嘗試(避免這件事)。
我一直持續在...你知道的...改善自己。
也很清楚現在我自己是一個什麼樣的狀態。
(指心態有在進步)。
Umm… and that’s why I always tell you guys… that’s why I always tell you g
uys like… hey… um… don’t be so angry. I’m still working on it…myself. Bu
t like…
You know… that’s why I am telling you guys because I’m also in the same lik
e… boat.
這就是我為什麼一直告訴你們大家...痾...不要那麼憤世忌俗,我自己也還在嘗試做到這
件事。
你知道的...
這就是為什麼我一直告訴你們這件事。
因為我們都有相同的狀況
(一直處在憤世忌俗的情緒中)