You may be beating yourself up emotionally because of an opportunity you
recently missed out on. You may have missed this chance because you were
preoccupied with something else and didn't have it on your radar. Or maybe
you had to let it go voluntarily because of other more pressing
responsibilities. Now you may feel like kicking yourself, Moonchild, but you
really did the only thing you could do. You are overwhelmed in some areas of
your life, and you are only human. It's pretty certain, though, that this
chance will come to you again.