Your emotions may be spilling over today, Moonchild. They may be a mix
of nostalgia and sadness. You long for something, and you only wish that
a certain person or certain people would read your mind. They can't
though, you know, and so you may have to find a way to convey what you
are feeling. You could keep it in, and hope that things get better, but
if they haven't improved on their own by now, they probably won't.
It takes two to tango, and while there may be more than two people
involved here, the idea is the same. If you want a change, you will
have to take the lead.