It may seem that an old decision is coming back to bite you as you struggle
with related problems today. But there is no reason to feel you are to blame,
Cancer. The decision you made was logical and valid at the time, and it
worked then. But circumstances have changed, and that means that your
strategy for dealing with this issue must also change. But to find a way to
successfully alter what is already in place, you must free yourself from the
burden of guilt and second-guessing. This is just the evolution of your
situation - not a new problem. It will work out well.