when the student asked me how to get to close to me in the counseling practice , I felt terrified . ヾ(×× ) ﾂ
so sad this is who I am.
I never feel safe when people want to know me more .
it's like ...... what do you wanna do to me !?
go away!
the alert keeps telling how dangerous people might be when they know me more .
the intimate relationship used to hurt me a lot .
although I understand it's gone .
I shouldn't let it consume me or eat me alive .
I am still a nice woman in anyway .
but it's easier said than done .