What I want is not only protect me.
There have someone try that before,
and he is fail.
I have to admit that
I’m afraid always be alone.
But the most terrible things I’m afraid is
no one do really CARE
what am I thinking about.
Or just listening without replying to me.
Just say something to me, please .
Just let me know that
U do really care what am I thinking about.
Instead of MOM maybe?
I’m not sure with that.
Beside My body,
What I think is ALL OF ME.
Theta is zero,
Even is not zero.
But my thought is ALL ME.
One guy gave me a chocolate,
And promise me he will always be there.
He told me that
the interesting things he happened before.
But he just KEEP SAYING.
He is too weak understanding to two-way communication.
He just keep speak out
And said that”I am right.”
He try many thing to be attractive.
Without replying what I said.
And another guy gave me a book.
And a guy know what I say.
But I am not sure what will he think about me.
It’s kinda be a little weird .
I FEEL CONFUSED.
NICE CONFUSING.
I ENJOY IT.