That’s a normal vacation day
I practiced piano
Suddenly ,
I realized that
It’s just a game to find out PAPA.
That’s not about listening.
That’s not about habits ,either.
If you as my wish
The game keep going
If you can’t
Then OK bye
Those understanding to my parents
Things must be reversed
By a kinda horrible and terrible ways
to come back
Show up the guy who I stay with
Unfair
Hardly to receive
“PROTECT ME !!”
“PROTECT ME! PLEASE!!”
There is a sound screaming ALL THE TIME.
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No pain , no gain.
If I wanna get protection
DO I MUST THROW OUT MYSELF?
But if there is WITHOUT MYSELF
Do I still need to be protected?
But how come
I must get protection by someone?
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And in a another way,
May I protect someone?
I just don’t want anything I pay disappear
But the truth is
Everything will be gone
Then
What is I do really want?
If everything we had just must disappear
Then all the things I can control
Is how I feel.
I believe that protection is LOVE.
But in fact,
Standing in from life,
No one can protect anyone.
there is not forever
There is feel left only.
How I feel
How others feel
It’s already means everything.
What can I pay is not show up right now
And what can he pay get hide
Without trust
No relationship
No child
And that’s it.