還是寫寫日記比較實在
一早太太跟阿貓出門去
阿公來接弟弟,我混一下出門
到公司拿寄杯
被逼問i*t,只好開始翻他們的
寫了兩個c,明天要開始寫s
中午跟同事主管吃飯,感謝同事給我蘋果跟好吃的咖哩
感謝跟同事一起煮咖啡,感謝可以一起說話
感謝下午寫出第二個c
下大雨,貓貓打來,聲音很大把我嚇一跳
結束視訊之前一直親我
下班買水果給貓貓(蘋果、芭樂、香蕉、鳳梨,共320)
回家一片混亂
感謝太太已經煮好晚餐
帶弟弟洗澡
弟弟又叫我幫他綁洋裝,說要當新娘
晚餐一片亂
吃完我切水果給貓貓吃
洗碗
看影片(pingu 佩佩豬)
刷牙睡覺
不知道要寫什麼
抄一首詩好了
Vespers
I don't wonder where you are anymore.
you're in the garden; you're where John is,
in the dirt, abstracted, holding his green trowel.
This is how he gardens: fifteen minutes of intense effort,
fifteen minutes of ecstatic contemplation. Sometimes
I work beside him, doint the shade chores,
weeding, thinning the lettuces; sometimes I watch
from the porch near the upper garden until twilight makes
lamps of the first lilies: all this time,
peace never leaves him. But it rushes through me,
not as sustenance the flower holds
but like bright light through the bare tree.
喜歡這首
把那種既尋求到神,又尋不到留不住神的心情寫出來
禮物雖然好,如果你不要,又怎能得到
但有時不是要不要,而是不知怎麼看待、接受、留住
太晚了,睡了