My friend, Mr. young boy doesn't want me to contact him too frequently.
Even he doesn't want me to contact him anymore.
He said that he hopes that I can live my life better without contacting
him for 365 days.
He needs some space for himself and he doesn't like me to be closer to him.
I have thought about the reason why he would say those hurt words.
It's because I am not charmimg and I don't attract him at all.
It's all about my chrisma which is too little and hardly felt good.
I blame on myself for being so boring and stubborn like shit.
If I am Lin Chi Lin or I am Vivian Hsu, I would be accepted by him for sure.
Nevertheless, I should improve myself to be a popular idol or model with
skinny shape, not the current stature.
How about you if you fall in love with a boy who is younger than you?

does he know you are interested in him?

Certainly.

"there is nothing you can do to make him love youmore or love you less."forget about him and find someone else

how about forget about myself?

I don't think you should blame youself. God! As thesaying goes, "Every dog has his day", I am sure thatyou would have your day, found your Mr.Right.And please, don't blame yourself, because it remindsme of myself. Well I'm not an optimist actually.To be honest it's hard for me to behave this way.In my shorter life-it is likely that I'm younger thanyou, lady, I almost lost everything-friends, brief,let alone my youth...oh, my apologies, I do know myunfortune won't help you a lot, these're nonsense,but who knows? Your word did strike me in a ridiciousway, no offence, I never thought words from strangerwould touched me so much, perhaps it's my reflection.Speaking of love, I fell in love with several girls-pardon, I'm a male, only one of them who I actuallyhad spoken, I met her in a volunteer club, she's acommon girl, but I fell, yeah, "fell" in love withher so quickly, by the way she's older than me.At first I tried to just be friend with her, but itwas hard to suppress my feelings afterwards, so youcan see, I told her all of this eventually. And...sherejected me. From that time on, it seems that hope ofget rid myself of single is less from day to day.In the end I must confess that I made a huge mistakein my typings, I wish he's your Mr.Right, and again,may god bless you and your love.

The Truth is .. If we don't blame ourselves,nobody has any faults to be blamed.

Then let it be. Blame is useless of changing almostanything, but it would bring some relief, though.

I thought he would be interested inmaking friends with me.However things aren't so simple.Of which I am sad about myself.

It's hard to keep your love of someone who doesn't.

If you don't like yourself then who else can do that? you need love yourself more.

A better way to forget someone is to find another one