I have worked for 10 years and have thrived for the future around
7 years but that are all in vain.
I didn't acquire any of the achievement or the upcoming fruitful outcome
from such a thriving period.
Some people might be proud of their doing good so they will present as
upstarts and some people might like to behave themselves as gentlemen.
However, either an upstart or a graceful lady am I?
Maybe I like the parts of gentleman-like atmosphere but I am doing the
parts of upstart-like feeling because I didn't learn well from
my past working experiences and I didn't behave myself so well as
an adult.
Sorry for that mistake which I am regretful.
Sorry.