A lot of people don't like me.
I know the truth.
People don't like a female like me.
I'm notorious for my bad heart.
I'm poor.
I'm down grade.
I'm low class.
I am well noted that I am not qualified to live in Taiwan.
It's me myslef that would like to go ahead for survival.
So I need to take the responsibility.
I need to bear the burden that I wanna live in Taiwan.
I can move out. I can commit suicide.
But I didn't.
So that's why I am suffering.
Don't forget about this answer:
when the group of your highness asks me: choose one? death or insane
I chose the death.
It's me that decide to die.
But I didn't commit suicide.
That's the broken of promise.
I need to bear the responsibility of living in Taiwan.
It's because I promise them that I would like to die but I live instead.
So this is the truth.
I shouldn't live but I didn't die.
That's my sin!
I'm a sinner.
I need to take the responsibility of survival.
Thank you, dear friend, all of you.
Have a nice weekend!