Alas, why can't I own the common life?
Why can't I have marriage like a common person?
Why can't I have a stable job like a common person?
I feel regretful that I met my professor on 2003/9/16.
If I hadn't met my professor, would I live a happy life?
Why should it be me?
Please see the movie:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-ASYlvodZQ
"a liter of tears"
Why should it be me???
I usually go to 7-11 and sit there, cry loudly.
My father said: "It's because you meet!"(妳遇到了)
I don't know if I have the courage to commit suicide?
I really don't have the happiness in my life.
Can I have the courage to commit suicide?
I just think that I am so young and I have not bad conditions.
But I need to die painfully???? Why?????
Is there anyone that can tell me why it is me?
Thx