Don’t know how to describe the craziness happening within the past few days.
Just pure craziness.
I’m a bitch with no shame. I thought I could utilise my youth and explore a
ll my limits. I perhaps took advantage of people but in the end It’s the oth
er way around. I have been used physically and mentally. Maybe I’m better o
ff alone.

history is the source of knowledge and power,don't focus on shame and pity too long, too much.

just correct the bad habits step by step,you willnot be the one you hate.Give yourself some time,and hope you be good

It's good that you are conscious about what you've done, and you realize that the things that happened makeyou feel uncomfortable and guilty. The next thing youcould try is to have some good rest first, and then think about whether you'd like to make some change or not. ☺