之前在The Players' Tribune上看到，零碎時間就很手癢翻了
在螢光幕前他總是那樣的叛逆，那樣的年少輕狂。
猶記得十年前Reebok幫他打的廣告"I am what I am"簡直就是量身為他訂做的格言一樣：
我不在乎別人怎麼看我、我只想要做我自已。
而在影片獨白中，他也道出他在聚光燈底下的另外一面。
原聯結:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLJAb9X-qN4 (youtube影片)
中譯影片:
http://tinyurl.com/p3umncb (FB連結)
Selfish
自私
Small
矮小
Thug
幫派
Evil
邪惡
Everybody not goona love Allen Iverson.
大眾們不會喜愛我
I always was basically judged from day one.
剛進聯盟得第一天 我就面對著人們的各種批評
You know the tattoo is a …basically got one and you got addicted to it
而你知道刺青是一種…基本上只要開始便會上癮繼續刺下去 .
Just can’t give it more.
直到你無法刺上更多為止
All tattoo I have mean something
身上每一個刺青對我都有特別的意義 .
You know cause I have my kids' name on my body.My mom’s name on my body
就像你知道的我身上有我小孩的名、我母親的名
Is that a bad thing?
這不算是壞事吧
It’s just a stereotype like I said.
就像我所說得這只是一種刻板印象
And then when my hair had the cornrows
當我把頭髮留成辮子頭
People talk about being a thug thing.
人們聯想到了地痞流氓
U know I was tired basically about I was mess up my hair on the road
你知道我厭倦在客場征戰時頭髮捲得一團糟
And I was like ok I grow my hair and get cornrows.
我就想說 好啊 那我就把我的頭髮綁成辮子頭
And I don’t had to deal with it anymore.
那我就可以不用在管它了
And I had cornrows they turn altitude to some thug thing
但我留辮子頭時人們卻抱持著我是幫派份子的態度
I don’t know I guess it just a Allen Iverson thing.
我不清楚這是怎麼一回事，就是一些關於我AI的事
Not agree with the fact that I was not gonna try to look like somebody else
instead looking like myself
人們不接受我沒辦法嘗試讓自己看起來和他人一模一樣 不能接受我活出我自己
Positive ai story don’t sell
Nobody want to heard it
和我有關正向的事沒有人願意去訴說，沒有人想知道
U know what I mean
The nagative one sell it.
你們知道我的意思他們只去傳播負面的事物
For wahtever reason I always was basically judge from day one
無論是何種理由，我從第一天就被人們批判著
U know and me not being like everybody else
當我特立獨行時
It was basically how dare u how dare u be like yourself.
大家的觀感是這傢伙怎麼膽敢作他自己，怎麼敢與眾不同
Be like we want u to be and if u not like we want u to be them it was a
problem with it.
他們說人們應該成為社會期望的樣子，如果你辦法法改變自己，那你可能有問題
Media build u up just to knock u down
媒體幫你建立形象就是為了之後擊垮你
They writed... see some nagetive happen with me
他們希望看到一些負面的情形發生
They see me hanging out in turkey or christmas gift anything like that.
當他們看到我的職涯在土耳其載浮載沉或是像之前聖誕節事件的那類事情
It is not people want to see.It is evil. it is wrong,but that is the world we
live in. that is how it is
這不是人們期望看見的，或許極度負面，是錯誤的，但那正是我們怎麼過活的，也正是世
界如何運轉的
It didn’t let me feel bad.
他們這麼做我並不感到難過
Because it comes from people they don’t care about u anyway
因為這些中傷來自那些對我們漠不關心的人
So you have so many people love u admire u kids look up to u .why was u
constrated on the nagative thing that is like waste of energy
當有這這多人愛著你、欽佩著你，孩童以你為榜樣時，為什麼要在意那些負面的中傷呢，
那就像浪費他們帶給你的正面能量一般
That take away from the people that actually do love u and care about u
這樣會使愛和在乎你的人遠離你
u learn about the warm and they don’t
你可以以從中學到人性的溫暖而那些人不能
I had to learn realize create thick skin at a young age
我在年紀輕輕時就必須擁有堅毅的外在去抵禦那些批評
Used to barbe me actually hurt me because I am not black heart person
那些批評曾經中傷過我，畢竟我不是沒血沒淚的人
Some people don’t care about what people think and I actually did
有些人不在意那些負面批評，但我會
I had to learn hard way that u not gonna satisfied everyobdy.
我必須學習變得堅強，你不可能滿足所有人
U don’t have to know what type of father son bro frie familyman I am.u don’
t have to know it as long as people that I care about and they love me , as
they know that is the only thing matter
你不需要知道身為父親、兒子、兄弟、朋友、家人我會是怎麼樣的人，當人們關心你，愛
著你時，愛本身就是值得在乎的事
Hard working 勤勉
Dedicated奉獻
Loyal忠誠
Faith信仰
Belief 信念
Man 完人
Winner 勝利者
Divine非凡
Tough 堅毅
Resilient屢撲屢起
Warrior 勇士
Survival 生存者
At day of 40 I don't think I shoud defend my self anymore I am done with it
in my life.Done with with defend myself.
當我40歲了 我受夠武裝自己了 在我這生中我受夠武裝了
I'm a a villian to people that don’t rock with me .
對於那些和我不同調的人我是個惡棍
I'm a super hero hero to people that love me and care abou tme.
但對那些愛我和在乎我的人我可是超級英雄呢
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