I feel a bit of myself torn away
when I block you. But it's the cleanest
way to unfriend you.
I feel a bit of myself no longer,
knowing that I've unfriended you,
that there're some things I just can't
handle, and not seeing is, hopefully,
not believing.
I set a limit for myself: I'll add you back
when my mind wanders elsewhere when I hear of Hong Kong,
when I consult others on things economic,
when Taichung fades back into just another city,
when memories of being in bed with my stuffed pig
squeeze out memories with you.
I'll add you back when I no longer need to.
I'll add you back when I no longer want to.