Light anhedonia induced by antipsychotics.
But if I don’t take it, I’d be hyper.
So it comes down to the matter of dosage.
I’ve been as meticulous as I can be, cutting down the pill into pieces as small as it is and then only re-administer the medicine for every half hour when sleep eludes me.
No matter how careful I was, I still feel sort of shitty the following day.
Dealing with mental health is an art, like walking a tightrope, so darn impossible.