I do not want to introduce them to a world of pain but I see no way out,
either.
I kind of want to OD tonight.
Hanging and jumping into a water body is also up there, but it would be more
drastic.
If I really really do it, it needs to be a success, otherwise lower quality
of life for all people involved.
我寫起了遺囑 才發現沒有證人是沒有效的 那就當作一種祈求吧。