氣到吃藥睡醒之後也沒改變態度
還是全力把球砸出去 即使我也因此非常非常後悔
不過好事之徒和吃瓜看戲仔之流大概會在我睡醒之前就幫我轉達了
How ironic.
我當時可正在請人幫忙刺我們約定好的刺青刺到一半呢
一回到家想說得吞把藥鎮靜一下反而吞太多有點反胃
文撰至此還是冷靜不下來 但不能再吃更多藥了
To respectful and reliable S：
Sorry I'm being too emotional to control myself.
My rationality had...just gone.
This happening stuned my brain.
And I couldn't express how I feel.
According to my estimation , once the tattoo thing got finished ,
I would be drownd by mass of 5uicidal thoughts.
And how's the final conclusion？
當然是我出洋相自食惡果囉。