Recently I am pondering and pondering for a long long time.
If "The Man" doesn't like me, what kind of hatred does exist between
him and me?
Why does he carry me here to be alive here?
If "The Man" likes me, why does he see me suffering for serveral times
but he doesn't help me at all?
If "The Man" is God, what is the relationship between him and me?
I have no idea why do I have to suffer for strange surroundings?
I just don't get to know why he hates me or not and why I have to
be painfully alive and tortured?
Is there any solution?

so the man is the god?

god dosnt exist period.

It's little cruel, but there's a saying "God helps hewho helps himself". I got this from one of my Englishteacher. However, may god bless you, still.

I just don't know the reason why he would doharm to me even he knows all of the whole world.Don't you think he's playing an idol like me?"a doll of me" ---sorry for typo mistakes

It is complicated...since the existence of God can'tbe proven, whether truth or false. But in my opinioneven he does exist it doesn't mean we have to TRUST.When it's raining, bring your umbrella, if you haveforgotten, let it be. However no need to blame yourown self.

If I were the God, I won't ruin the TRUSTfrom all of the world, since I need peopleto worship the God, except for those who wereout of the mind which is not included.

I don't think so. As said we could NOT prove whetherhe does exist or not, let alone his feelings-again,if he doesn't exist or with another kind of existence, which is, not like the human being-I would ratherperfer this: it's natural, just like weather, climateand temperature etc...and that's all. Someone may dothis, but I won't appreciate the sun or blame rain.In the end it's too far from origin topic, I think weshould close this case.By the way I also replied your 9260.

Thank you. I replied for your previous op.

How abt finding your answers at a church?

I believe that I will go through it.

I visit church often actually. But I will remain mythought, since there're too much god-christian, isiamand Jewish, Buddha....maybe the best option is notchoose anyone, for my money.

totally Agree what you're talking about.