※ 引述《GOD5566GOD (o'_'o)》之銘言：
: https://www.facebook.com/ChawyXL/posts/1110021652347319
: Chawy
: 4 分鐘前
: Hi everyone, i'm really sorry but to break this news to you. I have been
: banned
: from participating in any LoL tournaments for a period of time (not too sure
: how long the ban would be yet), because of an event of elo boosting done
: during
: March 2014.
大家好~ 我很抱歉有事情要跟你們說~
因為在2014年的3月有代打行為，所以將會被禁賽(期間未確定)
: For those who are interested in my part of the story, do continue reading
: below.
對於有興趣於我故事的人，請繼續閱讀下去
: I have been playing competitive since I was 14. I chose to take this path even
: though its not the smartest choice being born in Singapore, a country where
: E-sports is not as recognized. My passion for gaming and the desire to win
: made
: me who I am today.
從我14歲時，我是以一個相當競技性的方式玩遊戲的
雖然這在新加坡是不太被認同的，我依然選擇這條道路
我的熱情與渴望造就了現在的我
: I started playing LoL when I was first invited by Riot to take part in 2010
: WCG
: and ended up getting 3rd place. I switched from DotA / DotA 2 to LoL because
: at
: that time, LoL had way more tournaments each year, and I really enjoyed
: playing
: LoL.
在2010的WCG我第一次被RIOT受邀玩LOL且以第一名坐收
因為LOL在當時有較多的比賽且我享受其中，所以我從Dota / Dota 2 改玩LOL
: During early 2012 when SGS ( Team Singapore Sentinels ) was formed, they
: started trailing for players on our server. Being in SGS was like a dream come
: true, its the first ever professional team I know of to get paid to play. Many
: people would do anything just to get into that team.
在2012年初SGS剛成立時，SGS開始從我們的伺服器開始尋找玩家
我能是SGS的其中一員，這真是夢想成真了
因為這是我所知第一支有付薪水的職業隊伍
很多人願意付出所有成為其中一員
Sadly, they didn't chose: me because I was serving my NS ( National Service ). I was really depressed
: because most would say I was the best player in our region but yet I was not
: picked or even trailed. I didn't gave up then. I starting forming my own team
: with friends I met at Solo Queue. I took part in every tournaments and ended
: up getting 2nd every time, only losing to SGS. But at the same time, we managed
: to take some games off SGS. That was when SGS saw my talent and offered me a
: slot.
悲傷的是我未被選中，因為當時我正在服役 ( 當兵? )
雖然有人認為我是在該地區最好的玩家，但事實是我沒被選中
我當時尚未放棄，我開始在Solo Q上與我朋友組成戰隊
我們參加每場賽事，且每次都以第2名作收，只輸給SGS
(這句我不會翻) take...off ...SGS 應該是不跟SGS打比賽吧 ... ORZ
因為當時SGS看重我的才能所以提供了工作offer給我
: At first I was offered an monthly salary way more than the original 5 members,
: of course I gladly accepted. Luckily for me, after I completed my basic
: training in NS, I was posted to a vocation where I just have to work every 8am
: -5.30pm. I rushed to our training room in Garena office every evening once I'm
: released from camp, train till late night, and then return home, and continue
: training. It was like my dream came true. Little did I know, the management
: told me few days later that I would not be receiving a single cent because of
: their budget. I was shocked, but since I was serving my NS, and we are not
: allowed to have any extra allowance outside of NS, I accepted it. I treated
: playing in SGS not as a job, but as doing something I loved. I wake up every 6
: in the morning, rush to camp, end work at 5.30, rush to Garena, end trainings
: at 10-11pm, rush home, more solo trainings till 2-3am, sleep, repeat. That was
: my daily routine for over a year.
當然我很開心地接受了月薪超過5位數的邀約
幸運的是，我在完成了NS的基本訓練後，我下了單位而我工時只有從早上8點到下午5點半
一旦能出營區，我會趕去我們的訓練室訓練到晚上，回家後繼續訓練，夢想又成真了
我不清楚的是，管理階層說因為預算關係我將不會收到一分錢，我很震驚
但因為我當時在服役，且是不被允許除了服役外有業外收入的，所以我接受了
我把這是為做我所熱愛的事情，而非一項工作
早起趕去營區、5點半出營趕去練習到晚上10~11點、回家Solo Q到凌晨2~3點、睡覺
無限輪迴，這就是我超過1年的日常生活
: Many people thought that hey, Chawy confirm gets way higher pay than his other
: teammates because of his performance, but the truth is, I was NOT paid. I had
: to pay for my own transport, my meals, everything, using the allowance I get
: from NS ( S$400+ a month). I discussed with my teammates and they agreed to
: each pass me S$50 every month which concludes to S$250 per month.
: So why did I stayed even though I was not paid? Simple, I always dream of
: becoming a pro player, and SGS was the very first step. I was given a lvl 30
: Taiwan server account and I was contented with that. I get to play against
: players like GodJJ, Toyz, Westdoor and so many other really good players.
: Luckily for me, I got top 5 ranks in ranked in Taiwan server multiple times.
: I was given the same monthly pay as the rest of my teammates only after I
: completed my NS, which was after September 2013. It was never easy working the
: hardest, giving the most, performing the best but yet receiving the least.
: Around February 2014, I left SGS. Our team results were not good and I was
: tired. I thought I would never have a chance to play on the main stage ever
: again. That was the time when this 'friend' approached me to boost his
: account.
很多人認為因為我的表現所以有較高的報酬，但真相是我沒領到錢
我得從我服役的薪水(S$400+ a month)去支付交通費、餐費....etc
與我隊友討論後，他們每人支付我S$50，總合是一個月S$250
我為何要沒領錢又繼續留下來呢?
因為我總是期望著成為一個專業的玩家，而SGS是第一個踏門磚
我在台服有個30等的帳號，在那裏與其他玩家競爭著
我跟很多很棒的玩家彼此較勁，比如 GodJJ Toys 西門
幸運的是我很多次在台服都是前五名
在2013年9月，在我服完役之後，我依然是領取相同的其餘隊員給我的薪水
這是相當不容易的，付出最多、表現最好，但領最少錢
在約2014年2月時，我離開了SGS
隊伍表現不佳且我也疲累了
我當時想我應該再也無法有相同的機會在這舞台上了
就在這MOMENT!!! 有朋友要我幫他代打
: Of course I accepted. I had no income, no future, no nothing. I had to earn
: what I can. Even though its just a small amount, I did it.
: It was after that that TPA contacted my then manager, saying they want to
: trail me.
當然我接受了，我沒有收入、沒有未來、啥都沒有
我必須依我所能去賺錢，雖然薪資沒有很多，我接受了
TPA通知我，說想邀我入隊
I was delighted, I saw a glimpsed of hope. After a long discussion with my
: family, I decided to come to TPA.
: The 'friend' whom I elo boosted for, didn't pay me because he said he had no
: money. I didn't mind since I was already in TPA having a stable income, but a
: tragedy striked during late 2014. My investment with my brother failed badly
: costing me to lose around S$10,000. ( I had quite a bit of winnings from DotA/
: DotA2 ). It was then I started going around collecting money from people I
: lent
: to, and from that 'friend' I 'worked' for. But he ignored me, not wanting to
: return me, and even telling me it was a long time ago, he doesn't even play
: league now.
我相當雀躍，因為有了一絲曙光
與我家人長談之後，我決定去TPA了
這位要我代打的"朋友"因為沒錢，所以我也就沒拿到一毛錢
因為我當時已在TP且A有領一份相當不錯的薪水，所以我不太在意(這代打的事)
但悲劇發生於2014年末
我與我兄弟的投資損失了我大約S$10,000 ( 我從Dota Dota2賺了不少 )
所以我開始從我那位"朋友"開始討取先前的那些錢
那位"朋友"不太理我、不想給錢，且說這事情很久了，他甚至不玩LOL了
I was mad, I kept pestering him and I guess I made him mad. So mad
: that this 'friend' reported to Riot and Garena that I elo boosted.
: I had come a long way in my career, and I would say this year is my peak. Even
: though TPA results are not as good anymore, but I kept improving and
: improving,
: hoping to show the world what i'm capable of. Just as we're preparing for
: World
: Championship 2015 qualifiers, THIS had to happen. I was left speechless, and
: heart broken. Never had I thought this would happen to me, and that my career
: would end this close.
: I'm sorry for disappointing everyone supporting me out there all these time.
: I'm even more sorry for letting my team down, including my managers, coach,
: and
: translator. I never expect this to happen and I'm the same, or even more
: disappointed than anyone else is.
: Sorry.
我就生氣了，我持續糾纏著他，而我猜我惹毛他了
這位"朋友"就向RIOT與Garena舉發了我代打的行為
職業生涯那麼久了，我覺得這是我最顛峰的時期
雖然TPA不再像以往表現長紅，我依然持續精進中，試圖去證明我是可以的
正當我們準備S5的資格賽時，這件事就這樣發生了!
我無言、心碎，幾乎無法相信這會發生自我身上，職業生涯可能就此盡了
我對於這段時間支持我的各位，我很抱歉我讓你們失望了
我更有愧於我的隊友、經理、教練、翻譯員
我真不相信這是真的發生了，我依然、甚至相當失望於此，甚於任何其他人
抱˙歉
不知道會不會被桶
但他是姆斯 OK啦
好像有些字被吃掉了 閱讀有困難 抱歉~