Re: [外絮] Chawy FB

作者: louis8053 (初音咪哭)   2015-08-02 16:45:18
※ 引述《GOD5566GOD (o'_'o)》之銘言:
: https://www.facebook.com/ChawyXL/posts/1110021652347319
: Chawy
: 4 分鐘前
: Hi everyone, i'm really sorry but to break this news to you. I have been
: banned
: from participating in any LoL tournaments for a period of time (not too sure
: how long the ban would be yet), because of an event of elo boosting done
: during
: March 2014.
HI,大家好。我很遺憾的宣布一個消息:因為我在2014年三月有代打過,所以我被禁止參
加任何LoL聯賽(還不確定禁止多久)
: For those who are interested in my part of the story, do continue reading
: below.
: I have been playing competitive since I was 14. I chose to take this path even
: though its not the smartest choice being born in Singapore, a country where
: E-sports is not as recognized. My passion for gaming and the desire to win
: made
: me who I am today.
對于這件事有興趣的朋友,請繼續看下去。
我從14歲開始玩競技遊戲,這個選擇在新加坡並不算聰明,因為新加坡並不是一個重視電
競的國家。但是我對電競的熱情與想贏的慾望支持我走到這裡。
: I started playing LoL when I was first invited by Riot to take part in 2010
: WCG
: and ended up getting 3rd place. I switched from DotA / DotA 2 to LoL because
: at
: that time, LoL had way more tournaments each year, and I really enjoyed
: playing
: LoL.
我因為受riot邀請在2010年參加WCG,並且拿到第三名而開始玩LoL。因為當時LoL的比賽比
較多,所以我從DotA / DotA 2轉到LoL並很享受玩LoL的過程。
: During early 2012 when SGS ( Team Singapore Sentinels ) was formed, they
: started trailing for players on our server. Being in SGS was like a dream come
: true, its the first ever professional team I know of to get paid to play. Many
: people would do anything just to get into that team. Sadly, they didn't chose
: me because I was serving my NS ( National Service ). I was really depressed
: because most would say I was the best player in our region but yet I was not
: picked or even trailed. I didn't gave up then. I starting forming my own team
: with friends I met at Solo Queue. I took part in every tournaments and ended
: up
: getting 2nd every time, only losing to SGS. But at the same time, we managed
: to
: take some games off SGS. That was when SGS saw my talent and offered me a
: slot.
2012年SGS成立,他們開始在我們伺服器裡招攬玩家,因為這是我所知的第一個會付薪水給
選手玩遊戲的職業隊伍,所以要是能進SGS的話就美夢成真了。許多人願意作任何事來進入
SGS,然而SGS並沒有選擇我因為我當時在服兵役。我非常失望,因為許多人認為當時的我
是我們伺服器裡面最強的玩家,但是別說被選到了,我甚至沒被詢問。不過我沒有放棄,
我揪了一些solo Q遇到的朋友一起組隊,我們參加了一些比賽而且場場拿第二,只輸給
SGS,不過我們也設法拿下了一些對SGS的比賽,因此SGS發現了我的天賦並留給我一個位
置。
: At first I was offered an monthly salary way more than the original 5 members,
: of course I gladly accepted. Luckily for me, after I completed my basic
: training in NS, I was posted to a vocation where I just have to work every 8am
: -5.30pm. I rushed to our training room in Garena office every evening once I'm
: released from camp, train till late night, and then return home, and continue
: training. It was like my dream came true. Little did I know, the management
: told me few days later that I would not be receiving a single cent because of
: their budget. I was shocked, but since I was serving my NS, and we are not
: allowed to have any extra allowance outside of NS, I accepted it. I treated
: playing in SGS not as a job, but as doing something I loved. I wake up every 6
: in the morning, rush to camp, end work at 5.30, rush to Garena, end trainings
: at 10-11pm, rush home, more solo trainings till 2-3am, sleep, repeat. That was
: my daily routine for over a year.
一開始SGS給我比其他就有五個選手更高的薪水,當然我接受了。我每天8:00-17:30服兵
役,之後就去作我的工作。每天晚上我一完成當兵的事情之後就馬上衝到Garena訓練室報
到,練到深夜才回家,回家又繼續練習,我覺得我的夢想真的成真了。然而過幾天上層跟
我說因為預算的原因他們沒辦法給我薪水。我當下很震驚,但因為新加坡規定當兵時不能
再拿其他份薪水所以我接受了。我將訓練想成我在作我想作的事,而不是一個工作。我每
天6點起床下部隊,17:30結束後就衝到Garena訓練室練習,練到11點回家之後再打soloQ
打到2-3點之後去睡覺,就這樣過了一年。
: Many people thought that hey, Chawy confirm gets way higher pay than his other
: teammates because of his performance, but the truth is, I was NOT paid. I had
: to pay for my own transport, my meals, everything, using the allowance I get
: from NS ( S$400+ a month). I discussed with my teammates and they agreed to
: each pass me S$50 every month which concludes to S$250 per month.
: So why did I stayed even though I was not paid? Simple, I always dream of
: becoming a pro player, and SGS was the very first step. I was given a lvl 30
: Taiwan server account and I was contented with that. I get to play against
: players like GodJJ, Toyz, Westdoor and so many other really good players.
許多人覺得我因為表現好所以拿了比隊友更高的薪水,但事實是我根本沒拿到半毛錢,我
甚至得拿自己當兵的薪水(400+星幣/月)付交通費,餐錢等等的,我跟隊友討論了一下,
他們同意每個人給我50星幣/月,總共就每個月250塊錢。你問我為什麼願意不支薪來工
作?當然是因為我夢想能成為職業選手,而進入SGS是第一步,我在這邊只拿到了一個30等
的台服帳號,但我已經很滿足了,因為我能跟許多台服高端對戰,像是尬得丁丁,拖椅子
和西門之類的。
: Luckily for me, I got top 5 ranks in ranked in Taiwan server multiple times.
: I was given the same monthly pay as the rest of my teammates only after I
: completed my NS, which was after September 2013. It was never easy working the
: hardest, giving the most, performing the best but yet receiving the least.
: Around February 2014, I left SGS. Our team results were not good and I was
: tired. I thought I would never have a chance to play on the main stage ever
: again. That was the time when this 'friend' approached me to boost his
: account.
很幸運的,我多次進出台服前五。在我兵當完之後我終於拿到跟我隊友一樣的薪水,不過
那也是2013年九月的事了。工作最勤奮,付出得最多,表現得最好但是收穫最少真非常辛
苦。2014年二月我離開SGS,因為我們的成績不好而且我也累了我當時覺得我再也沒機會在
世界舞台上一展身手,這時候我的"朋友"希望我幫他代打他的帳號。
: Of course I accepted. I had no income, no future, no nothing. I had to earn
: what I can. Even though its just a small amount, I did it.
: It was after that that TPA contacted my then manager, saying they want to
: trail
: me. I was delighted, I saw a glimpsed of hope. After a long discussion with my
: family, I decided to come to TPA.
想當然耳的我接受了,我沒錢,沒位來,甚麼都沒有,我必須盡可能的賺錢,即使只是個
小數目。之後TPA跟我接洽想簽我當選手,我非常開心,看到一絲希望。跟我家人討論了很
久之後,我來到了TPA。
: The 'friend' whom I elo boosted for, didn't pay me because he said he had no
: money. I didn't mind since I was already in TPA having a stable income, but a
: tragedy striked during late 2014. My investment with my brother failed badly
: costing me to lose around S$10,000. ( I had quite a bit of winnings from DotA/
: DotA2 ). It was then I started going around collecting money from people I
: lent
: to, and from that 'friend' I 'worked' for. But he ignored me, not wanting to
: return me, and even telling me it was a long time ago, he doesn't even play
: league now. I was mad, I kept pestering him and I guess I made him mad. So mad
: that this 'friend' reported to Riot and Garena that I elo boosted.
這個"朋友"在我打完之後沒付我錢因為他說他沒錢。我當下並不在意,我已經有TPA這邊穩
定的收入了。但2014年悲劇發生了,我跟我哥的投資失敗,害我損失了10000塊,所以我開
始找欠我的人要錢,其中當然包括那位"朋友",不過他不理我,我很生氣,而我不斷的追
討惹惱了他,他向Roit跟Garena回報我代打。
: I had come a long way in my career, and I would say this year is my peak. Even
: though TPA results are not as good anymore, but I kept improving and
: improving,
: hoping to show the world what i'm capable of. Just as we're preparing for
: World
: Championship 2015 qualifiers, THIS had to happen. I was left speechless, and
: heart broken. Never had I thought this would happen to me, and that my career
: would end this close.
我在電競這條路上走了很長的時間,而且我會說今年是我的高峰,雖然TPA今年成績並不
好,但是我持續的精進自己,希望向世界證明我的能力。當我正在備戰2015世界冠軍小組
賽時,這件事情發生了,我心碎且啞口無言,我從沒想過這件是會發生在我身上,我的職
業生涯可能就此結束(這句不確定)
: I'm sorry for disappointing everyone supporting me out there all these time.
: I'm even more sorry for letting my team down, including my managers, coach,
: and
: translator. I never expect this to happen and I'm the same, or even more
: disappointed than anyone else is.
: Sorry.
我對這段一路走來支持我的人感到非常抱歉。對我的隊伍,包括經理,教練還有翻譯員更
加愧疚,我從沒想到這件事會發生,我跟大家一樣,甚至比所有人更加失望。
對不起。

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